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Things in my life lately have not been that great. And I have been getting depressed and down. But tonight it all was put in perspective for me. I found out that a person that had been a large influence on mine and my children's lives has passed away. She was a great friend and wonderful teacher. A couple years ago she was diagnosed with an aggressive type of cancer, she fought it all the way. It has only been a couple months since I had seen her at a school function where she would come and show support for the kids. But I now know that we have not seen her because she was too weak to come out in to the cold and that the treatments were no longer working. She was a strong woman and a loving wife and mother. Looking at what she had went through and that now she is in the arms of God what i have gone through is nothing. So in memory of her and to honor her I promise to pick myself up and get moving and to quit letting all these little things get me down.
I have my health and my family's health, we have a home and are safe and loved. All will work out.
So it is all a matter of how you look at it. There is always others out there that can be an example to you if you open your eyes and heart to look.
Thank you for listening to my rambling while I sit here and morn the loss of a friend that hid how sick she was from as many people as she could so they would not worry for her.
I have my health and my family's health, we have a home and are safe and loved. All will work out.
So it is all a matter of how you look at it. There is always others out there that can be an example to you if you open your eyes and heart to look.
Thank you for listening to my rambling while I sit here and morn the loss of a friend that hid how sick she was from as many people as she could so they would not worry for her.
Hello Again
So I have been gone for a while. I bet no one missed me. My computer had a charging problem so I had to restrict my time on it. I am borrowing a computer now and see no future for my old computer. It will work off of battery but will not charge or run from the electrical plugin. So I have to charge the battery on another computer that does not have a good hard drive. But they only run the computer for about two hours and it is very slow.
But for now I have a loaner till it is needed back for when they go to classes. I do not have my art programs on this computer and found that I miss that most of all.
sPRING aNIMALS
Now is the time of year for all the new life from the spring to start making its way in the animal world.
I love watching all the little animals running around.
We have Bobcats, Foxes, Skunks, Chickens, Opossum, Cats, Dogs, Cows and Sheep.
Also Deer and Bear can not forget those.
All I have to do is sit on my back porch and will see one or a few of these in no time at all.
Enjoy life
Cold and Snow
It is that time of year again.
It is cold and the snow is starting to fall.
I wish everyone a safe season and a blessed one.
There are many good things to do in this kind of weather.
I love to build snowmen and igloos with the kids.
Go sledding down the hill and have hot chocolate with marshmallows and candy canes.
Bake fresh bread in the oven and make the house smell delightful.
Take a walk in the woods and enjoy what there is to see and hear.
Sitting all cozy on the couch cuddled up watching a movie.
Sharing the holidays with family and friends.
Now if I can keep the pleasant things in mind the bad parts should not bother me so
What are you grateful for?
There are so many things that are taken for granted.
I see and hear all that is going on in the world.
I have my own problems but when they start to over whelm I sit back and think.
What do I have that I should be thankful for?
Be glad that there are things that do not go wrong.
But as it goes if everything was perfect we would not realize how good we have it.
Some have more than others, some might have a long list and some a short.
But there is that one thing that is taken for granted when it is gone you are lost.
I found out today that my 5 year old cousin was diagnosed with cancer.
And that just brought everything crashing down.
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It must have been painful to lose a friend like that person May she rest in peace and hope you'll continue to stay strong with your family.